1. |
Turbulence
02:40
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If you cant help me get to where I'm going, then you fucking off
You be draining my energy, not on purpose, but it cost
And I gotta pay the damages, it leave me with a scar
So the message that I'm bringing put yourself first on god
And I, woah, and I never hold no cross
Please believe me when you see me that I'm praying on tomor'
And I'm working like a janitor to some day be a boss
This that go getter shit mentality that I'm on
No questioning how it gone, I question if I belong
But then I think to myself does it matter like at all
I question if I fall, will I get up or crawl
But I never give up, and that's my protocol
My momma trust my judgement, for anything big or small
A lot of ya'll don't got that, I see it, I'll carry on
Cuz I just been in my bag but you been baggage all along
I gotta get on my flight, I heard it through intercom
Terminal 6, where am I going
Passport getting stamped where do I show it
On a new page, I guess I'm growing
Still struggling to show emotion so
I fly fly away avoiding turbulence
Really I should focus in, really I should cope with it
Really I should elevate myself and I should go with it
Scared of getting too high, my plane starts plummeting
Pack another bowl, I ignore the mess
I relieve the stress with fire up in my chest
I seek profoundness, in all of my many quests
To be astounded or astonished about success, it's crazy
I'm feeling spacey, I'm lifted, I'm feeling wavy
I been on my flying high, not coming down feeling faded
I'm shaded by the clouds, I waited for a while
I ended up being wasted and tainted on the ground
With the sun out, oversees my shining spirit
I'm flying overseas, and I'm riding Spirit
The spirit of my mission, yea keep it all business
Check my school vision, it taught me to be vicious
From the first class, we was learning cash math
Learning how to gain more from the other, give no cash back
Living on fast track, hope this ain't my last laugh
Not coming down, its plane and simple that I won't crash
Terminal 6, where am I going
Passport getting stamped where do I show it
On a new page, I guess I'm growing
Still struggling to show emotion so
I fly fly away avoiding turbulence
Really I should focus in, really I should cope with it
Really I should elevate myself and I should go with it
Scared of getting too high, my plane starts plummeting
Terminal 6, where am I going
Passport getting stamped where do I show it
On a new page, I guess I'm growing
Still struggling to show emotion so
I fly fly away avoiding turbulence
Really I should focus in, really I should cope with it
Really I should elevate myself and I should go with it
Scared of getting too high, my plane starts plummeting
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2. |
Up & Away
03:43
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Up and away
Getting so high that I'm flying away
Smile More 2 I was all on balloons
The pressure done hit, so I popped on the plane
And hopped out to talk bout the baggage I claim
I tried to escape, the people around me was all in my face
Deservedly so, they know I'm more than what can be paid
They know I know more than what I explain
Struggle expressing the thoughts on my brain
That's why I create, that's why I get nervous with songs that I make
It's not bout the people who farthest away
It's more bout the people who get what I say
It took me a while to even sit down with my fam and click play
Like what would they think, would they really listen to shit that I say
Or would they just skim it and call me insane
Like why is you wasting your time playing games
This shit not a joke, this really the thoughts that ran through my brain
Was so insecure and honestly sure
that the people I loved would hate on my tapes
Made smile more cuz I needed a change
Realized my doubts is what keeps me caged from flying away
I was like no no no, I don't know how that shit go
So I'm bout to go let's go, let's go
I was like no no no, that shit look like trouble for sure
Just leave me alone let go, let go of me
Story been told a bunch before, I know I know
But what can I say, that's just how it go
Up and away, I'm lost in a zone
In time and in space
I gotta let go to gain some control and lose my ego
Most of my problems they stemming from me
The root of it all insecurity
I want everyone to be caring for me
The overthinking was a daily routine
Decided to go make a project about it
Was hoping to cure the whole thing
I was writing so quick
Never was more than an hour I spent
On projecting the thoughts in my head
Forced myself not to think and go ahead
Record whatever I was feeling instead
Spoke from the chest, and that's how I thought
Put thinking at rest, that shit didn't work
Really the best thing that I learned
Through ups and downs and all of the turns
The more that I care, the more that I hurt
I'm trying my best, then I'm not concerned
That's all I can do, price my own worth
You can no longer disturb my peace
I am just saying its no longer sweet
If you got a problem, please say it to me
Promise I won't take it personally
But don't be surprised if I'm siding with me
Cause confidence key, do what I want its my daily routine, G.R.E baby
I was like no no no, I don't know how that shit go
So I'm bout to go let's go, let's go
I was like no no no, that shit look like trouble for sure
Just leave me alone let go, let go of me
Story been told a bunch before, I know I know
But what can I say, that's just how it go
Up and away, I'm lost in a zone
In time and in space
I gotta let go to gain some control and lose my ego
Top of the year I moved in with myself
Smile More 2 come out, I was impressing myself
For real, sounding so clear, I mixed all the vocals
The whole ordeal, the artwork too
I did it all, but I ain't produce
None of that shit
Start making beats for the fun of the shit
I was good with the shit, I ain't rap on the shit
I was taking a class
Where they giving out packs filled all of the kits that you wanted a shit
DJ Rasta Roots was giving us game how he started shit
Managed Phife Dawg and shit, gave us all the cool tips
For real, first collabing on music for real
Shout to JunioR, he did the whole project
Inspired by studio feels
We was together, just jamming an seshing
We knew what we had for real
Something real special for real, yea, yea
Was a new challenge, the one I was searching for after I hit my limit
Smile More 2 was the peak of what I could do alone
At least in the moment how I was feeling
Of course I was overthinking
But I knew if I wanna grow and if I wanna show
My momma what I got inside of my locker
I gotta come out way harder than before
I gotta compile some genres
I gotta promise to be honest and pure
Cuz fuck the allure,
Nothing is real on the surface
You gotta dig deeper to and find the true source
A while ago had my toes in the water
Was scared to jump in it and go
Now I just ponder if would've wondered off earlier
Where would I be on the road
Now I free-fall in unknowns
You can not cage me no more, cuz I'm up and away
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3. |
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So I been tryna keep up with myself, it's getting super hard
Every track that I been making greater than the one before
I'm been on this crazy level that its tough to just ignore
So I'm tapping into new territory that I explore
G.R.E and JunioR on the beat, you see that we on the board
We be going three for three so expect that we making more
This our new elevation, levitating so gracious
Astonishment over accomplishment is what we chasing
To rephrase, we shooting for nothing less than amazing
How we do it, well we just keep on being creative
Let's face it, y'all just follow formulas when making
Repetitive ass tracks and you lacking inspiration
I don't tip toe around it, I stay ten toes down
And my roots underground, blowing up from the ground like a landmine
I show you how I get mine, it's time for you to show me why you worth time
People tryna tell me what they got to bring to the table when I brought the whole fucking table damn
I think it's funny how they turn, when you mention lessons learned
After all the time you showed with all those who ain't thankful damn
I just need the time to breathe, I been focusing me, nothing really stopping me
As my elevation seems to keep growing, keep showing them what the fuck I'm bout
It's G.R.E and Chris Hovers and we hovering around
Straight skating on this beat, got JunioR with the sounds
Had to say it all again cuz I'm letting y'all know now
That we do this for the caged birds who's voices being drowned
Traveling through music, yea we elevating now
Elevating, I'm traveling to my destination
Straight to the top is where I'm headed
I'm the elevator
I'm passing on different stories
Book me but bring the paper
Gotta pay me first before I start flipping through pages
What you want, I got music for all ages
My microphone's a therapist when I'm going through phases
Delivering lyrics hoping they get the translation
I feel like I'm here to help them understand their changes
Create my own platform
I'm talking different stages
They tryna hop on my train, I can't tolerate lateness
Only LateNightEarlyMornings deserving my patience
Thankful and grateful, surrounded by all of this greatness
Only genuine energy I can't do the fake shit
Gotta enjoy every moment when it's all makeshift
No squares in my circle niggas really be tryna shape shift
Yet it's okay to stand out
Don't get in where you fit in
You hear the mystique in this beat as I'm spitting this written
Do away with the haters and tell em all good riddance
Look at the look on their face
They all look like a blemish
Too worried bout others
Self conscious of their own image
Opinions got nothing to do with you from the beginning
Lose the need to validate with them until you winning
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4. |
Overtime
03:53
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So what do you want from me
I been tired tired tired working so hard this week
I got so many dreams, working overtime far as I can see
And trust that I'm trying trying trying, but everything far it seems
Everything far it seems
Tryna get close, loving my folks, but still feeling out of reach
Doing the most, whenever I'm low, I wanna be higher please
Just gotta focus, live in the moment, realize my thoughts extreme
Nothing is bad as it seems, never as bad as it seems
Nothing is as bad as it seems, feel like I'm catching your bluff
Checking in calling for me whenever this shit get rough
Try saying that when my brain is convinced that I'm all out of luck
Try saying that when my heart is preaching I don't do enough
Tired of hearing that it could be worse, like that makes it better
Tired of all of this doubt I have consuming my mental
Like what does it take to die with some peace
What does it take to be satisfied knowing I tried to live out my dreams
I'm just 21, but why do I feel like I gotta compete
With people who been living way longer than me
Everyone's path is different I know, I wanna know what God has gotten for me
Like what is my future gon' bring, questions that leave me anxiety ridden
I'm feeling it deep in my system, competing with time and I'm never gon win shit
Really been overachieving and over delivering every step of my life
That's why I find it ironic my mind is always doubting whether my future is bright
Maybe that doubt is what pushes me to looking forward and really tryna find my light
Been working overtime, knowing I won't be this young twice
So what do you want from me
I been tired tired tired working so hard this week
I got so many dreams, working overtime far as I can see
And trust that I'm trying trying trying, but everything far it seems
Everything far it seems
Tryna get close, loving my folks, but still feeling out of reach
Doing the most, whenever I'm low, I wanna be higher please
Just gotta focus, live in the moment, realize my thoughts extreme
Nothing is bad as it seems, never as bad as it seems
I was just calling my sister, after a panic attack that I had
She told me I put to much pressure on myself and honestly that shit is so fucking facts
I try to relax, but sometimes my mind is running a mile a minute
Try keep track of all of passions and sometimes I get lost in all my visions
Really believe I can speak it all into existence,
Some shit defies the physics
Like I know my brain control my reality
I know my fate is simply mortality
Know being great is all a mentality
I know that hate is reflection of apathy
I'm in a state of focused anatomy
Keeping it straight, I know that I'm savvy ya dig
I try to stay happy ya dig
Not focused on being materialistic, cuz that shit get lost in the wind
When everything burning down, I need to know that I did put my all in this shit
Had my mind focused on up, never looked down and never did quit ya dig
I was, lying to myself, thinking I wouldn't burn out
So many feelings repressed, whole lotta shit that I never was talking about
I just needed time to breathe,
Needed some people to talk to who really was talking some sense into me
Feel like we reached a consensus but really the question is simple, I need to know
What do you want from me
I been tired tired tired working so hard this week
I got so many dreams, working overtime far as I can see
And trust that I'm trying trying trying, but everything far it seems
Everything far it seems, yea
Tryna get close, loving my folks, but still feeling out of reach
Doing the most, whenever I'm low, I wanna be higher please yuh
Just gotta focus, live in the moment, realize my thoughts extreme yuh
Nothing is bad as it seems, never as bad as it seems
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5. |
Sky High / Crash
03:53
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From now on I only shoot sky high yea
Stars be all up in my mind
I hope that I make it in due time
If I don't I know I tried
From now on I only shoot sky high yea
Stars be all up in my mind
I hope that I make it in due time
If I don't I know I tried
I woke up feeling so great today
I'm finally cheering on fate hurray
From now 'til the end I don't play no games
Realize I don't need the pain away
I'm taking it in, I'm letting it rain
And when it starts pouring it washes my frame okay
Trust what I say okay
Wondering what happens next
Whatever it is, it wont bring me stress, I know
Know that I said it before, went back on my word
For sure, for sure, for sure
But, somehow I'm still here breathing
Tryna find a new meaning
I adopt a new ceiling
Sky is the limit
And I mean that this time
Nothing impossible
Unless I don't even try
Puffing this tree, I got high hopes
Feeling sky high, sit in the smoke
If I'm intact, then I'm not broke
I'm feeling awake, but don't call me woke please
From now on I only shoot sky high yea
Stars be all up in my mind
I hope that I make it in due time
If I don't I know I tried
From now on I only shoot sky high yea
Stars be all up in my mind
I hope that I make it in due time
If I don't I know I tried
Feeling sky high, need a new grip
All 'bout my job, I'm handling it
Handling all of my problems and shit
Eyes blood shot, but you know I never crash
Peddle to the metal, take off, gotta dash
Quarter ounce of gas, my tank draining fast
But I never, yea I never crash
My name ringing bells like I'm Tio Salamanca
I was breaking bad, but now I'm breaking in to conquer
People try to bother me, you know I can't be bothered
Crazy what people do when they down to just a dollar
A lot of ya'll talk fast, but you act so slow
It's like you puff that grass, but you want no smoke
I don't feel your raps, theres no lines I quote
Just note, you can quote me on that
Playing Carter 2 in this new car that I'm whipping
Feel a lil weezy, all my verses like a clinic
Stacking up my patience, I go hard in a scrimmage
Competition is contagious, I know that I'll end up winning
I guess I feel like I'm Birdman, are we done or are we finished
I won't say it no more, my time got a limit
And my watch tells me how I'm handing business
If you really ask me, my handle exquisite
People try to lessen me, that's what they manifesting
Gotta pay it no mind and that's the real lesson
'Cuz deep down they insecure about what you been getting
Pay attention to these gems that I been projecting
Go back, every project, spit real shit
And the music getting better you can feel this
When my record plays, it keeps on spinning
Maintaining a level head, not crashing, not missing
Eyes blood shot, but you know I never crash
Peddle to the metal, take off, gotta dash
Quarter ounce of gas, my tank draining fast
But I never, yea I never
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6. |
Bigger Than Me
02:52
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I was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
The cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
I'm done with all this politicking for the sake of your greed
Was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
The cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
I'm done with all this politicking for the sake of your greed, ugh chill
I don't want whats fake, its real
I don't want love I want feel
Do you feel, I don't want that
Where you start that
Don't really wanna see you start that
Don't really wanna be the smart man
But you got that, so you got that yea ugh chill
Ugh, lately I been fighting shit
Way bigger than me, so I'm right with this shit
Like its 90 degrees, Talking my angles increase
Talking like really 3D,
Talking like you really stepping to me, so you really deceased
I ain't really wanna start it, but you started with me
Looking at stars from the sea,
And what the sky really taught me was to go and believe
I mean, reach for the people who is closest to me cuz
I was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
The cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
I'm done with all this politicing for the sake of your greed
Was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
The cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
Really done with all this politicking
Talk about starting off on the wrong foot
All I really wanted was to heal my soul
And I was hoping for your input
Sadly all I got was output
Hearing shit from other people
Cuz you couldn't keep you mouth shut pussy
Don't use that term lightly
If you feeling how I'm feeling you must really wanna fight me
Well go ahead, I'm standing still
Got heart and will
I won't go no where, ugh chill
Got heart and will
I wont go no where, ugh chill
Maybe I need to kick back, relax and just chill
Avoid people who don't got my back, no ill will
Just lose all contact and let the rumors all spill
Cuz I know my own truth, so do my homies thats real cuz
I was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
The cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
I'm done with all this politicking for the sake of your greed
Was taught to never judge or never sush my homies
Shit is always escalating beyond my controlling
Cop thats judges to judges and the fucking police
Done with all this politicking for the sake of your greed, ugh chill
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7. |
Gotta Get It (Interlude)
01:25
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Alright, imma talk to y'all real quick, listen
So Imma get it when I lose, imma get it when I win
Imma get it when I get it, Imma get it till the end
And that's that
I just need to some weight off my back
I just got a lot to unpack
Gotta lotta to cut back
Heading to a future when it's never all bad
Treading over wires and you bound to fall flat
I done seen a lot sparkling bubbles go splat
I don't need to pop, I just need that cash
Woah stop with the shit
People be talking I'm locking it in
Problem with me is a problem for them
I'm solving the problem by drawing it in
My canvas is glowing, take care of my skin
Take care of myself cuz I care a lil bit
My body my temple get back what's put in
The negative energy gone from within
I don't wanna be here, so I'm leaving
A lot of opportunities I'm seizing
I don't wanna wait around, that's too easy
I don't need it all, yea that's too greedy
Gotta put it my own hands in my own damn
Pocket, got a whole plan, and you can't top it
Lot y'all watch pockets but never get to the profit
If I'm really being honest, y'all too focused on the gossip yea
You just gotta get it how you get it yea
You just gotta get it how you get it yea
You just gotta get it how you get it yea
Get it get it yea get it get it
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8. |
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Got to be sick to feel better
How I'm feeling hard to measure
Lately I'm stuck in the center
Of this pressure, seeking shelter
I lock the door from whoever
But if you around, you can enter
I hope you call
Got to be sick to feel better
How I'm feeling hard to measure
Lately I'm stuck in the center
Of this pressure, seeking shelter
I lock the door from whoever
But if you around, you can enter
I hope you call
Riding around through the city
I had to tell them come get me
I over did it again
Too much occurring again
You all in my mind all over again
I just been handling problems like shit
I wonder if you know what you really did
All of it hurt more than I can admit
Pride is the only thing that I still got
It puts me in trouble expressing my thoughts
Try to be honest inside of these songs
But I'm always worried when all of it drop
Like will I be judged for speaking my mind
Am I too open whenever I rhyme
Ultimately I put feelings aside
'Cause that's what you taught me, you taught me to hide
You taught me how to creep in somebody's mind
You taught me how real love is really hard to find
You taught me that I need go pick a side
So that's what I did, 'cause I picked mine
And whatever it was, is not what it is
I'm on a new chapter, I'm writing it in
But if you hit me, yea I'll pick up again
Showing my weakness, I'm hoping it ends
I hope you call
I hope you call
I hope you call
I hope you call
Got to be sick to feel better
How I'm feeling hard to measure
Lately I'm stuck in the center
Of this pressure, seeking shelter
I lock the door from whoever
But if you around, you can enter
I hope you call
Got to be sick to feel better
How I'm feeling hard to measure
Lately I'm stuck in the center
Of this pressure, seeking shelter
I lock the door from whoever
But if you around, you can enter
I hope you call
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9. |
Values
03:06
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Give a little give a little, people need a lot
If you question if they need it, well probably not
What I see a lot people having dreams and wants
Thinking that they needs and believe they deserve a lot
Not true, you deserve what you value
Family and friends plus truth, then you can't lose
I'm just saying that I learn from what I gone through
If no one is around when you down then its on you
That can be a lot, a lot to handle
You try to take control of all the feelings you channel
Raising your volume at people who don't understand you
You say the wrong thing, can't rewind, they just ban you
Now you cancelled, now you back to
The start due to all the feelings you couldn't tackle
Man, what a hassle, its all in shambles
That's why you need some people that around who can back you
Shout out moms shout out dad, and baby Lulu
Shout out sis, Shout out Louie, and the whole crew
Everything they giving me been adding up
And I know they need it back in future lots of love so
Give a little give a little, people need a lot
If you question if they need it, well probably not
What I see a lot, people having dreams and wants
Thinking that they needs and believe they deserve a lot
Not true
You Deserve What You Value
You Deserve What You Value
Live a little live a little, people die a lot
If you question if you should do it, well probably not
It's a rocky spot, make sure that your vision guard
Stable and you able to make decisions 'fore you're vision stop
I just need to make it clear for y'all
That I'm gonna keep on standing up when all my limb's is gone
Speaking for the people who is with me, I get no applause
Maybe in the future once I do it you gon see it all
I been waiting patiently, I'm breaking up the break for me
I need to see it now before I see my fate awaiting me
I'm taking up the stakes with me, gotta double up your bets with me
Gotta huddle up, gotta bundle up
If you really try and take from me, don't wait for me
I just gotta run through all of my obstacles
Keeping my vision clear, yea I'm checking all the opticals
Don't be misillusioned by the rumors, fake chronicles
People an illness, they all vicious, mentally chronical
That's why we keep away from vultures
They take whats first and take whats left, yea that is their culture
I'm done sharing with y'all so hand it over
Got no question about it, I'm straight sober saying
Live a little live a little people die a lot
If you question if you should do it, well probably not
live a little live a little people die a lot
It's a really sad story, how we finish up
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10. |
Meant To Fly
02:49
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So lately I been paranoid cuz I don't really trust a lot
I just stay inside so I don't really walk a lot
Living on my own just got me overthinking every spot
Stuck inside a cage so I struggle to think outside the box
I just need to let it ride
I been feeling caged inside
But I know I'm meant to fly yea yea ugh
I just need to let it ride
I been feeling caged inside
But I know I'm meant to fly yea yea ugh
I been chilling in a cloud of smoke
I take my time so I never choke
I been dealing with all kind of folk
Dealing with the repercussions of the all the shit that I spoke
No joke, feel a different type of broke
Feeling like I need breather
Need to go back to those times, I really was a dreamer
Seeing my idols struggle, they fighting inner demons
Hard to start believing when they failing as the teacher
I'm just preaching to the preacher
Guess I gotta carve my own path
Make it as unique as possible so I really know that the stone last
Really hope my soul last
Maybe through the flow I live forever once my body as a whole pass
I'm hoping that I won't crash
Hoping that my bones stay intact
Even when the stones hitting me, it'll never be a wrap
Imma stay fighting for myself till my last day
I be playing round with life, but this shit is not a game
So lately I been paranoid cuz I don't really trust a lot
I just stay inside so I don't really walk a lot
Living on my own just got me overthinking every spot
Stuck inside a cage so I struggle to think outside the box
I just need to let it ride
I been feeling caged inside
But I know I'm meant to fly yea yea ugh
I just need to let it ride
I been feeling caged inside
But I know I'm meant to fly yea yea ugh
I really be introverted, spending my time just kicking it
I hate people saying I'm anti-social, they ain't listening
I need the time to recharge, steady comments and we talk
About how we ain't kicking it enough, enough for you and that's my remark
Stop questioning why the bird whos let free isn't ready to take off
Just be smart
See all the obvious signs around you
I don't plan to have to show you how to see the truth
I'm just hoping you see heart
See it on my sleeves and when it bleeds
That just means we shedding tears
For all of the beautiful people that sadly we see lost
We start the journey, the spectators just coming along
Real thoughts unravel when the truth is no longer gone
I spread my wings for the caged birds, I keep it open arms
Fly free if you wish, but you must always recover from falls
Reach for the sky if you truly wanna become a star
Why be scared of heights if you've already been down on the floor aye
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